I've been have a reacuring thought that has been bothering, along with the feeling of something I forgot; if there is someone, anyone, who can explain this strange emotion?
I don't know why but it feel like something was taken from me; and I don't why but, I have a strong overwhelming urge to run after it.

I see myself walking aimlessly in a big city at night.
I am alone yet there so many outside, at first I would see one or two people walking the same way and this where I start to see our number beginning to grow slowly the more I walk along my way.

I always seem to notice a big guy working by carrying milk crates but drops them and walks beside me. there is a claming atomosphere when I am on this jouney; like when you are to meet your best friend, I 'know' that I am bound to these strangers, but where are we going.

Now it starts to look like a marathon walk; there so many of us we start to pass schools and only a few children begin to follow us, of all ages, they helplessly gather with us, I a bit scared, a fear as if we lambs to a slaughter . . .

I think its days of random people walking, singing, dancing and playing games as we all walk together to nowhere.
I decided to name the image "Saint Elsewhere" because its not really anywhere.

I stop sometimes when I ride the bus to continue the subdream,
I found out that maybe I reason I felt safe was they were all
artist or something, and the fear is the risk of losing everything I have to follow the calling to find the missing thing.

I must be thinking too hard, its just a dream.
its only a dream.
a dream and nothing more.
but why can't I shake this off?
what did I lose?
what could it be?